ernie loves ladybugs

lady bugs have checkers' coulours!

2009-02-28T22:21:00.000-08:00

oh the satisfaction of noise...
that spin in the ball that create that low 'pop' sound..
and you know you have the match under control.

talking tennis here btw, just in case certain somebody just so happen to be on another page ;)

i am absolutely in love with the sound of tennis.
the vibration of the particles in a raquets' strings caused by a sudden spin excerted by the lime green ball...
that is THE most satisfying sound i have ever heard.
i would think better than your partner's moan in bed?
*though i can't be quite certain since i never personally encounter anything of that area*

how astonishing isn't it?
such simple objects: raquet and a ball
that can burst up one's esteem so much as far as a rocket can go..

owh guess what? i got a new raquet =)
it's maroon.
yes,not my favourite coulour
but as long as it serves me well, im happy.

how i got my raquet? well..it all started when...

coach: eh ask your bro whether want change raquet
me: y?
coach: ask your bro want change raquet.then u give him your raquet.then i get u new raquet. *evil smile

so, it's not my fault that i pushed the orange k factor to my bro k.
it was coach's evil plan.
not mine!
really!

sleep!

2009-02-14T23:18:00.000-08:00

i need sleep
desperately

everyday's school rush is just too much to handle.
how do people juggle their time with studies and koko .i don't know.
what i know is,
it takes a lot.a lot of time.energy.thought.cash
*no.i'm not complaining
i'm evaluating.

trying to figure out errors in my personal time management.
impossible i would say.
cause i think i'm doing everything right..
then why am i only getting 5hours of sleep per day?
that's pure ridiculous.undoubtedly absurd.
i mean i do my homework, i play tennis,i carry out my responsibilities.
i don't go online on weekdays nor watch tv..not that i don't want to,
i can't seem to find the time to
being a small 17 year old female, 5hours of sleep is not sleep.it's rest.i need sleep!

sorry for crying out loud but i think i need a break.

time is of the essence

2009-01-17T22:09:00.000-08:00

can't find the time to finish reading Breaking Dawn!!! that, to me, is rahter frustrating...especially right after i finished her delivery part -.- POTONG!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PxoD_Ca8W9M

the nerves

2009-01-04T03:34:00.000-08:00

the back-to-school syndrom
1. nervous
2. excited
3. uncertainty

i really really don't wanna go back to that 4 walled room! can't i be yet another home school-er? that would really make my life less miserable.
besides the buzz of kokurikulum(s), i really dont want to face my major exams. it's not cool being in a good class when you're not that smart.
urgh!

JACOB BLACK

2008-12-18T18:27:00.000-08:00

he is majorly HOT! and note that he's turning 17 too! woo-hoo!!!!!!
sorry but robert pattison, nah... so fair..like drug addict
*no offence to those out there.. have a BIG NONO for fair and thin dudes..
when i first read twilight, the instant stephanie discribe edward as pale, my impression of edward just crumbled to the floor. on the other hand ;) jacob black...*squels of delight
so tan! so talkative! so enthusthiastic! ahhhhhh! so the opposite of emotionless...down to earth robert!
WWOOOOHHHOOO!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lg8BX59vHGI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9jz2KlF6ms
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_gh7d4h-5OU

so far, the best picture of robert..he's smilling
but he still do look like he just woke up XD

SuperHuman

2008-12-12T05:36:00.000-08:00

ChowErn: ever wish you weren't human?
Riyal: youtube Superhuman by chris brown ft Keri Hilson

guess i'm not the only one that think cliche ("~)

imagine if you were NOT human. like hiro nakamura! travelling through time. making time seem so small!! when time is actually one of the biggest road-blocks in my life.. really surprises me how easily some major opsitmistic people handle life.
if i could be hiro, i would stop time to study. -.- i know that's probably the last on everyone's list but well, if i had extra time to study without ruining my social life, that would be so SO SO awesome! and besides that, you can't probably have fun without humans' company

k, maybe not a hero. how bout being in a ladybug's shoe? [ it would be so cute if ladybugs wore shoes C;* ] i won't need to worry bout how i look. polka dots would be my daily dress code. i would be like some emo-hot looking ladybug. Cool huh?

or some english wax statue?! i could be a Princess Diana. everyone would go 'aww...' and all i need to entertaint would be my excited fans and camera flashes! *wonders away...

well, too bad i'm ChowErn, completely undoubtfully human. therefore, i shall live up my reputation, do my best at being what i am-human. it's not easy to be cheerful, but with some hardwork... the rain will pass...

"when darkness comes, light is just around the corner" quote some melbourne pastor

my hair!

2008-12-02T20:56:00.000-08:00

like my hair?then.

*back in october, ranee's 16

cut my hair a few weeks back =)
promised SOMEBODY i would blog about it..so here goes

i told the lady NOT to cut my hair..as in just my frindge. and okay, so she did that. and then my mum... mum think long hair=not good. so fine, cut 2 inches...but it ended up like *picture below

this short !
2 inches?
yeah right..
the hair dresser is a nice lady, so i shall not insult her. really, hair dressers always tend to cut a few inches more than asked.
so when you say 5 inches,they'd shave u bald

my hair =(

no that i'm unhappy bout it..anymore..

oh and i got my brows done =)
that was under my 'to do before 16' list

introducing....

2008-11-09T23:29:00.000-08:00

her name: britt nicole =)
age: ??young?

haha..youtube her. she's awesome.

forces

2008-11-07T06:39:00.000-08:00

forces can't be created nor distroyed.
they are just merely changed into another kind of force.
so, weight is force. weight = force.
so, weight can't be created nor distroyed.
it's just changed from one form to another.
in this case, the total amount of weight on earth does not increase or decrease, it's just transfered from one person to another.
meaning. if one person on earth looses weight, one gains. therefor the amount of human weight on planet earth will always maintain the same. how depressing =(

2008-11-04T02:25:00.000-08:00

MAJOR DEJA VU

the present

the past

the only differents:

1. he's not there now
2. they're older now

*my scanner is working!!! awesome!
*click on the pic for a better view

Online Boutiques

2008-10-31T06:01:00.000-07:00

talk about everything at the tip of your fingers. boutiques are no different
i was scanning through these few websites and the more i view pass, the more online boutiques i discover.
SO THAT'S WHERE PEOPLE GET THEIR GORGEOUS DRESSES FROM
and f.y.i, these outfits are reasonably priced!

i extremely LOVE this

ranee...i know u love this =)
it's speaking to you, isn't it?

http://littlemcqueen.blogspot.com
http://hugsandjellyfishes.blogspot.com
http://g-o-s-h.blogspot.com

i think these all PRETTY-LY AWESOME =)

puke won't come!!!

2008-10-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

i don't want to be sick!
not when exams are 2 days away!!

anyway, things to do after exam
1. manicure, waxing, hair cut
2. work with the incorporable keyboard
3. work out gain some abbs! loose some fats!
4. shop! shop! SHOP! till i drop!
5. learnt to cook, learnt to cycle, learnt to skate
6. go for camps after camps after camps
7. clean my room / bug bro to swap rooms with me *hehehehe =)
8. go mall hopping
9. go church hopping
10. SLEEP!

now, to eat dinner.
tata

sick

2008-10-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

hate being sick..
and thing is, everytime i fall sick, it had to be within exam period.
how annoying!

12th October,
massive headache
blodd vission *can only see half the things my eyes should show

13th October,
stupid stomach ache

14th October,
nose bled
can't-talk-sore throat =(

exams are so close now...i should be freaking out right?
but i'm not.
scared to fail and all but still not exam pressured. *its a bad bad thing

owh! my new discovery: african-americans are the coolest people on planet earth!
who can dance like them! or sing like them! or even talk like them!!
they rock my socks!

oh the nauseous is back =(
gotta go puke
tata

2008-10-04T22:46:00.000-07:00

IT FEELS GOOD TO MAKE PEOPLE FEEL GOOD

thoughts

2008-10-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

i wanna do so much more with my life!

i wanna..

1. go for mission trips
2. climb gunung tahan!
3. go sky diving
4. drive a bus
5. read the oxford dictionary word for word
6. go country hopping =)
7. go church hopping: 5 churches in one day
8. not eat but drink for one whole week!
9. sleep for 24 hours and stay awake for 24 hours
10. spend 3 RM100 bills at one go
11. groom myself up into a beautiful posh lady then jump in the mud like kampung kid=D
12. not wear a bra to school one day..ahaha..k maybe not
13. learn to play dat flight stimulator thingy
14. read the whole news paper in 20 minutes
15. eat a whole baskin robin single scoop cone in 2 bites X)
16. do a perfect slam dunk
17. moan through out the whole game of tennis and win!!!
18. light a candle without squealing in delight
19. play a complete sonata only breathing for every breve rest and still play it smoothly
20. jump from roof to roof like transformers *whoosh...here i come!

sorry, 2am hyperness. a lot of mumbles coming out in word form.
toodles my fellow readers.
off to sleep before i sleep in the rendang dish in adri's
tata

left behind?

2008-09-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

thinking back..to think forward

people that were once my age are now in various colleges spread out through out the world, striving dreams while having the time of their lives.
some of them are doing these designing courses, actually make that A LOT of them are into designing and the stuff they create are jaws-dropping! the details, even the spec is custom made! it's that perfect.
and there are people like my sister that are shooting towards the sky *in literal sense.
point is, everybody above 18 seem to be having the time of their lives!
doing crazy stuff.
can't wait to feel that sense of freedom. it's like the perfect world to be.
the big building with it's big compound accompanied by people i love and care for, probably with my soul mate to be. having my red Volkswagen beetle.
life.is.awesome

every time i view my youth leaders' blogs, there's that sense of nostalgia.
amazes me how they keep in touch with each other when they are everywhere!
it really touches me to see how people could grow up together like from toddler stage to their
'old' self now. friendship. so sophisticated!

gosh! soon i'll turn 17 then 18! and i'll be off to college..and separated from my fellow friends.
even as i speak, people are leaving me to pursue their studies and courier.
oh my gosh...growing up is so scary!!
hate goodbyes.
it's not that u won't see the leaving party ever again, it's just the thought of it.
so far!
really afraid to know what God has plan out for me.
i mean i know it's going to be good, but im just scared to leave my comfort zone,
to start a new routine.
before i know it, i'll be clubbing, driving (excited but terrified to), getting my first official job, enjoy shopping with my hard earnt money.soon i'll get married and going through the most horrifying pain, and then the finance planing, and finding the right school for the minis..
that's when i'll loose count of my age.

OH GAWSH! can't wait to live the life!

HAPPY SWEET 16

2008-09-21T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hey dear!
you're 16! can you believe it? it's as if we just grew like *snap that!
really blessed to have gotten to know you
continue to shine the special light in you!
God bless
=)

Live.Revolution 2008

2008-09-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

Back in May, due to some unforeseen circumstances,
our annual camp had to be brought forward.
but it's cool, it was still fun..
kinda draggy, but we all enjoyed ourselves
=)

that was my group's
not that i painted it or anything
but
awesome ain't it?
=D
*i contributed the markers =D

Jit Yang look-alike
XD

my team leader..
was their facilitator

yeah, he fell asleep during games
......

introducing Cadet Pilot Jian Shen

david : sms me at 3am! asking if i was asleep?! what the heck?! but i was awake..so yey =)
eunice : injures herself almost every week
ian : some weirdo chindian dude..haha..

during the sabo period..
people were going wild with shaving cream..toothpaste..it was barbaric!!
but super duper fun!

starring: weirdo eunice, amanda,me and june!

we got bored..
i mean a 5 day camp!
in a school!
with the same faces XD

isn't he the most adorable guy EVER!
so honored to be able to have lunch with the young gentlemen
he's quite a show off, always shuffling and doing his little handstands

the leaders.
they were singing 'mighty jungle' and doing all the actions..
it was hilarious!!!

mr.ladies man-joshua & mr. wanna be ladies man-nixon
*sorry nixon =)

some of us =]

conclusion made: AWESOME

*really gotta change my mono smile

2008-09-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

My team. I love them. even though they are annoying, disobedient and disrespectful at times, they are still my beloveds.

During Merdeka Marching

marching to the center of the field

Formation #2. The Heart

ah! we look untidy! why the hand one up one down!!!
and check line not suppose to turn your head u know?!!
we kiri belok is it?
AHH!!! not nice! not nice!
and we won?!
we won!

still in shock from winning. we weren't fantastic, could have done so much better.
then again, sorry for yelling at u guys after winning but i have reasonable reasons.
still, my apologies.
to my commander: Awesome

click to zoom in

From the back

My Seniors:
Miss ShuYi,Miss Stephanie,Miss KayTze,Sir DaoShen,
my commander: SL KahKheng,Sir Benjamin

My Marchers:

ASL WaiLoan, ShiJing, SL LiRen, KelvinKoay,ASL ShiMin,ASl Mindy,SL SiewYan,MayLing, YinYan,Brandon,WeiKeong,JoelMeyerAlfred,Felicia,Rachel,YingSie,ShinYee,ChowXin aka muah sister,TungJun,KokChong,ChenYuen,TzeHeng,NigelTing,Joshua,ZhanYeh*the one who fainted and totally freaked me out!,Sir YinChuan and me HSL ChowErn
absent: YoongLiung,EdwinSam

*credits to SL PeiShan for the pictures

2008-09-11T02:59:00.000-07:00

I GOT MARRIED?
ahahaha! bull shit!
we were shooting this advertisement for some hair product 'shurei'
as Rachele's (ranee's sister) asignment.

it was REALLY fun.. i ran in 3inches pumps with a suppose-to-be-gown and a VEIL! and the best part, i had to run in all that in OneUtama several times to get the best shot..shoot..wateva they call it..

Jack was my 'groom'

the things ranee get me to do..

Adri was fabulous..really, he was =)

if you're bored, watch the making.
or not go to www.chronicalsofshorty.blogspot.com to view the edited version
( this happened sometime in June-July )

THE MAKING

take 1-st.ignatius

one of the many scenes...

in OneUtama (one of the many 'takes' or wateva u call it =] )

my advice: don't ever! ever! turn down any opportunity to do silly stuff like that.
life is short, you're only gonna be a kid for a short period of time!
don't waste your teenage hood, it's precious.

the good vs the evil..MuahAhaHaha

2008-09-09T08:19:00.000-07:00

you know, i don't know if it's just me or what's up with this!:

every time i double click on a churchy's blog link, there's this instant spark! and whoa..! even though they are just talking bout their life and nothing sophisticated, there's this big bang as if they are like some super-the-known celebrity. i mean really, makes me happy to see how they handle their lives and how they are ALWAYS ALWAYS happy. sometimes, it gets me thinking 'is God practicing favoritism?' its's as if they had taken some mega power happy pill. everything just falls into place perfectly like a 500 pieces jigsaw puzzle. REALLY! im not lying! it really does show when your faith in God is THAT much..i should feel ashame of myself now, shouldn't i? regrets..regrets...but i guess, we learn from our mistakes. i take mistakes as a way for He to show us the right way =) man! that sound so goody..never blogged this way before..lol.
whenever people pray for u or vice versa and they go or u go something like 'let their lives be a testimony for you', have you any idea how powerful those few words that form just that simple line means?! it's beyond understanding of the simplicity of a human mind! it really does show when you're a true *********. people naturally respect you. i mean just look at the CF leaders for instance, see how their lives influenced the people around them? man..i really have to change A LOT about myself..hopefully this sudden blast in my brain would last and keep happening...Maybe being judge by others is worth it after all *shrunks =)

lalala

2008-09-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

random picture
emo-looking picture

random cam-whore picture

that's for starters..
in the process of getting the rest of the photos...
therefore, another day, another time, another post

NOSTALGIA

2008-09-05T06:50:00.000-07:00

NOSTALGIA

even though CF camp 2008 wasn't anything close to what i expected, it was a memorable one..like any other. i really really miss peace heaven! every time a cool breeze blow through my hair, i'll automatically think of Peace Heaven. Gosh! i mean..the fun...the sense of freedom..the bonding!..it's indescribable!

THE FUN!
as childish as it seems..it was actually really fun

THE PATIENCE
we sat and wait..and wait..4 more buses! 3 more buses...2...1! hoORAY!

THE...i don't know...mail box?

THE COMMITMENT AND SACRIFICES
see that fish in that plate? that's not extra food. that's the only left overs. the poor boys were working their ass off with...wateva they were doing. point is, sacrificing their meal! for the campers!wow..

THE COURAGE
it's not easy to stand up there talking to tiny eyes that stares right back at cha

THE MEGA HUGE SACRIFICE
i wanted to play the games too.. for 2 years continuously, i have been put in the games department. so, all i get to do is watch the fun and not be IN the fun =( depressing i know. but someone gotta do it, and im one of the lucky ones

THE TORTURE =(
you think that's cereals?
that is WAY OFF cereals man..
that's alfalfa with wasabi..
first, u get the stingy taste of alfalfa in your mouth, then you sense a certain spice.
just in time for you to throw up

All in all, Peace Heaven always bring me good and happy thoughts.
*especially when im in deep crap like now.

reminds me how much i've neglected him...i'll do my devotions DAILY from now on...i would NOT take him for granted ever again!

2008-09-01T07:57:00.000-07:00

Days just passed by without you knowing, don't they?
IT'S SEPTEMBER!
like within a snap of the finger..no..maybe even when your fingers touch right before the snap
WALA!
it's a new month! in this case, one of the most terrifying months ever =(
i'm expecting this month to be exceptionally challenging..
for one: exams are 30 days down the road
2: the guy factor
3: im gonna get busy with everything that totally doesn't matter to me
oh well,that's life.

OH!!!! talk about fate
i just spotted a 'have you registered for heaven' T-shirt..
gets me thinking...
so, im 16, only another 85-16=69 years till i leave earth of old age
then what will happen if God takes me up tomorrow?or tonight?
coooool.....
the thought of death always strike me..
should i kill myself now?
or now?
what bout now?
how should i kill myself?
hang?*too cliche
jump*too much to handle!
drink poison*chicken
run into the sea of speeding cars?*wat if my bf catches me and he gets hit?!!!
so, i decided.
it's either i die of old age
or..
i get killed for a good cost =)
definition of good cost:
~take a bullet for anyone i care for~
~stabbed and chop into pieces by natives during a mission trip~
and i can't think of anymore, so my list ends there =)
whatever it is, i am so against dying caused by some freak accident
like getting run into by some drunk mat rempit
or
felling of a flight of stairs
or anything that stupid!
and im SO not gonna die of some silly sickness or cancer*if i can help it,which i can't*haiz

GONNA CHERISH THIS MONTH OF SEPTEMBER NO MATTER HOW BADLY IT GOES, JUST IN CASE I LEAVE EARTH IN OCTOBER
*then my studying for finals would go to waste =?

2008-08-23T07:44:00.000-07:00

PUBERTY CAN BE SUCH TROUBLE!

k let me get this straight.
i love being a girl and i love being a teenager
which makes it i love being a teenage girl
but stuff like pimples that pop out endlessly!
and the jungle-like pubic hair!let's not even get there...
the leg hair alone is enough to keep me busy for an hour!
owh please don't get me started on the over loaded pad!
which eventually results with red patches on my poor pure white skirt!
and the cramps...*groans!
but then again im thankful that its the females that are capable of bearing
the bundle of joy and not the male, that would be totally wrong!
imagine a male telling his wife
"honey, i think im pregnant"
owh NO!!!
NO!
and then many painful months later
he conceives the child through the anus!
owh my gawsh!
what a thought!
know what? pimples..cramps...armpit hair..wateva it may be..
do your job of making me the one that quote the famous line
"my period's late"

2008-08-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

It was Mathew's Sweet 16!
*as gay as it sounds, sweet 16 applies for boys too

just last year...

he look like that..

and now...

he's the weirdes guy i ever met

so weird

so so weird!

but he can be..normal

civilize

so to dashing mathew:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Thank God for your good looks, now all you need is a body.XD
don't give the ladies too high hope *wink ;)
maintain the non-ego self esteem
the weirdness in you is what makes you special and likeable,gosh!
you're rather bless aren't you =)
constantly keep that smile on thy face glowing
and
keep the smile on others' face too
we'll miss u when u're finally off to the land that cries 'baaa..'

thought of the day

2008-08-12T08:21:00.000-07:00

somewhere in Romans, a verse quoted that we should be happy together with does who are happy. sounds easy ain't it? but what happened if that unknown fictional character is happy because of something that upset you?
it'll be totally not human like to fix a smile and pretend nothing happened. but then again holding grudges against one's pal is totally off my principals so...
what a dilemma!
forgive and forget are two valuable values that few can master trying to be that few or maybe to be LIKE those few is indeed a challenge on its own, what more being those few. *solute to THE ONES at the age 16, facing silly little rivalries can be unexpectedly frustrating. learning to stand on my own feet and speaking with my own voice are on my to-learn list (which existed since years ago)
anyway, back to the topic... i would really really want to be someone that accept apologies as it comes and just push every harsh thoughts towards that particular somebody at the back of my mind and hopefully not be bothered by it as much. it is really confusing to have more than one person telling u the same things. and the worst part, knowing the person u wanna forget so much means it way more than the other who seem so far away. i don't want to go through another drama! please don't put me through this AGAIN...
by the way, i truly and sincerely wished i wasn't such a PMS freak. getting upset at people for no apparent reason had been my trade mark lately and i would really appreciate it if those bad thoughts were erased from thy memory. arigato husaimas...did i get it right?*
so...as i was saying before i felt so guilty for what had just happened, from today onwards, im gonna make that to-learn list come to life and even if my smiles aren't always genuine, i will attempt pasting it there. after all smiles are great disguise =) *that's a genuine smile

nanannananana

2008-08-04T00:38:00.000-07:00

looking out my window..
i see the trees..blowing in the wind
i see the birds..flying in the sky

lol...it's a good day =)

?

2008-07-30T09:21:00.000-07:00

got inspired to blog more after reading ying's blog..
thinking session starts now..
i just realize how busy i have been lately.
life was dead for the pass few months, but now, everything is thrown to me.
i enjoy it most of the time but sometimes you just get really annoyed when you want something done then and then but you 'helpers' are just slowing you down by a mile!
i think..i know i am really impatient when it comes to work.
if i need something, i want it at that second, any later and i get frustrated.
hate it when people deelee-dalee around when they are suppose to be working hard to achieve something else
i apologize if i had been an ass to anybody (so far) and pre-apologize for my faults to come.
people are not perfect and i am planets away from it.
even trying to BE perfect isn't working for me.
im actually kinda worried for my studies.
normally, i only freak out for/about my studies when exams are near, other than that, screw studies!
but lately, after running about so much, i kinda miss sitting down at my study table,
just flipping through pages after pages of non ending history about people with long
weird names that seem almost impossible to remember.
so know what? im gonna start studying again.
and this is just so to keep me secure
and to avoid giving up my year end holidays to study.
wanna know a fact about me?
i HATE accounts.
stupid patterns
stupid figures
stupid terms in BM
stupid marking system
stupid different books!
why can't they all use the same book!
which reminds me:
BK quiz is THIS Saturday!
im dead..
im dead...
im sosososo dead....!

breathe

2008-07-30T08:54:00.000-07:00

things i absolutely have to accomplish before i die:

learn to cook a GOOD meal
get a white grand piano
visit Rome
sew a successful white gown for my sister's wedding
climb up some mountain that ain't Malaysian
live on fluid alone for one full day
get an A for BM
own a red VW Beatle!!
get married and get 2 kids
read the Bible from cover to cover

wooohooo! yeah man....

frustration

2008-07-30T07:35:00.001-07:00

why won't you just say sorry?
are you afraid your apology won't last long?
or do you really think you're right?
come on!
which part about give and take do you not get?
you gotta think on my behalf too you know..
you sigh and you sigh but you're making nothing clear!
i bear with your nonsense and you take in minor little sharp stuff that slips out of my lips.
that's give and take
i know im a freak
but you really don't have to do this to me
it hurts way more than you think it does
and point is, i don't think this hurt is worth it!
you and i know the core cause of this whole big hoo-ha,
rather dumb, no?

prefects....

2008-07-24T08:39:00.001-07:00

one day....
there were a bunch of prefects
whom roam the streets PJ

and they decided to stop and stare...

and they jump!

such a head ache to choose the flavours..

and that's the story of...erm...i don't know actually XD

hi tea

2008-07-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

We were in Grand Millenium, somewhere in KL x)
another prefects high tea =)
more pictures will be posted when i get it...

=)

2008-07-21T07:42:00.000-07:00

waking up to 'witch doctor' at 5.55am today was actually quite worth it.
ran about the WHOLE school running tiny mini errands =) love being busy, takes my mind off stuff. give it a thought. when you're busy, you tend to concentrate on the busy factor and totally leave stupid little worry thoughts behind.
so, i concluded:
busy = happy
busy(1000) =happy (1000)
therefore, very busy makes me very happy
hilarious.
maybe that is why there are so many workaholics around.
maybe work is a form of therapy to some and a hassle to many
but it all come down to one common point:
you can never avoid work,
it just keep haunting you.
when you're sick, you still have to work to earnt a livin,
when you're tired, you still have to wake up at 6 to go to school,
when you're pregnant, that doesn't stop you from doing your daily chores,
even when you're reaching death, you're still busy writing your will.
see what i mean?

*to jeffery ng: see? i can right happy blogs =)

*drum rolls..... TADA!

2008-07-15T07:59:00.000-07:00

so..this is your life huh?
good to know =)

your theory? lol...*ouch

mids of drama man...

im part of it now =)

FIRST TIME FOR EVERYTHING ;)

2008-07-15T06:43:00.000-07:00

can you remember the first time you open your eyes?
the first time saying 'mama'
the first time falling down
the first time getting a mosquito bite
the first time making friends
the first time fixing puzzle
the first time tying your shoe lace
the first time peeking into dad's brief case
the first time jumping into a pool and never wanting to get out
the first time eating in mc d's (and thought it was a big deal)
the first time farting in public
the first time holding a rabbit
the first time playing the piano
the first time peeling an onion
the first time lying and felt darn guilty
the first time stealing your sis' ruler
the first time carrying a huge SWAN bag
the first time playing badminton..and hated it
the first time getting an A
the first time shouting at your brother
the first time being class monitor
the first time getting an autograph book
the first time going online
the first time going out with friends
the first time feeling absolutely lonely
the first time bleeding through my legs
the first time ponteng-ing class
the first time dating
the second time dating
the third time dating....

=) ? =(

2008-07-13T05:24:00.001-07:00

sometimes things just seem so hard to get past. and the worst part is you have to face the same conflict EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!
Even with all these emotionally challenging events happening, there still are beautiful moments...
what is the world without these beautiful moments..i always wonder.
would i be who i am today? would i still exist in the world?
beautiful moments such as walking in the streets of busy KL under the polluted black sky..
laughing on the phone till pass midnight without even realizing it..
cam whoring in a 5 star hotel..
sneaking sushi into the cinema..
water fighting in the mids of a pool field with an uncountable amount of people..
running in a dress with a veil in 1utama..
these short beautiful memories....it'll fade away one day...
treasure that tiny glimpse of the perfect world..

happy thoughts =)

2008-06-30T02:59:00.000-07:00

simple flower? na-ah, beautiful pure white daisy!
love them all!

stabbing

2008-06-30T02:09:00.002-07:00

pulling people down to make yourself look better

keep doing that and you'll loose everybody you love.
please, sorry for crying out loud but hear me out.
there is always a better way to stand out than to crush others!
people have feelings and emotions, if you don't have that then fine, but think of others..
wait, if you don't have feelings i guess you can't.
if you are so low already,do you think insulting others would place you at the top?!
just stop thinking yourself above everyone else, you'll just fall to the bottom.
what i think we all need is to take a second to think about others before making a move.
im not saying im any better than you, not even a pinch better, i make the same mistake too..
ok time out..happy thoughts happy thoughts....
LADY BUGS!
ladybugs..
ladybugs....
cute tiny ladybugs..
oh so red..
k, cool..

wait, one more thing. things in Malaysia will never be like GossipGirl so don't bet on it.
k, im so done with this blog.

xoxo

there is a God!

2008-06-29T03:59:00.000-07:00

the world is finally starting to spin and im finally starting to find the days flying past.
believe me, my world was moving only a nano meter per second at one point.

yesterday was a busy day.
woke up..late due to exhaustion from sports day which f.y.i PBSM won 1st for marching!!!
after i finally drag myself out of bed,got dress to curve..
only found a satisfying dress after 3hours of roaming around the malls.
within that 3 hours, i typed 30++ messages and ranee tripped 6 times =), got mad at sun a million times.
i realize, its the arguments people have that makes their friendship last
we (ranee,cherissa and i) went over to ranee's place to get dress after the rushed shopping.
everything was cool until the make-up dilemma.
'your skin tone is different'
'the eye liner is uneven'
'how to pin..AH! can see my bra!'
'is my hair okay..'
girlie crisis!
*told you girls to get dressed earlier
well, we made it to the venue before the birthday girl did,so, AWESOME!
in the party, thank God for yuen ling who kept me alive through out the party.
*she prank sms my 'very special' friend, interesting.

the day started well, ended well

[awaiting pictures]

2008-06-27T07:26:00.000-07:00

things will get better, im sure, just takes a little faith =)

bear with it

2008-06-25T05:51:00.000-07:00

"the truth hurts" yup, that alone is the painful truth.
believe it or not, sharp tongues would never stop hurting you with piercing news, and the worst part, its the truth. yes, may the words haunt you for eternity. by the way, 40% rumors are true, don't believe everything you hear

few things i learnt:
1. when you ask a question and get a 'er..yea' as a reply, lies are on the hook, beware
2. when you look to your right and see faces staring at you, you're the topic of a hot gossip, be proud
3. when a promise is broken, be ready for a broken friendship
4. when the rain is pouring,rest assured, a bad day ahead
5. when your long lost friend decides to talk to you, brace yourself for the worst you can ever imagine

whoa! im turning emo blogger. =)

i see the bright light

2008-06-16T07:48:00.000-07:00

May & June are the most emotional and depressing months i've ever been through.
every year, it's at this time when everything goes upside down, the feeling of absolute lost but these are the moments that strengthens me for the years to come.
who knows, maybe i'll loose a love one sometime soon and so if i didn't have these saddening moments,
i'll be traumatize and will never be able to pull myself up again.
so, thank God for these little break downs.
but on the other hand, is it that impossible to enjoy school life. im 16 which also mean im left with only a year more of high school. so, if i rush through the remaining year and a half of school the way i am right now, that is a serious waste of life man...
i should stop caring and worrying about what the world view me as and just be who im suppose to be-LEE CHOW ERN.
as low as my self esteem can get, i still do have pretty good common sense that tells me being anyone else but yourself is disastrous. main reason: fighting with yourself will only mean hurting yourself.and the worst part is, you can never separate your emotions away from your physical body. therefore, its as if you are going through an internal fight.
a fight that no one else can understand.
of cause there will be times when i have doubts bout my looks,height,weight...but that is the way God made me, that is the way he planned out my life, that is the way he want me to be.
so no matter how rapidly people stab me in the face, i'll still remain the same way i was made.
i learnt that having high hopes will just lead to disappointment.
in contrast, having little faith will just ruin the beauty in front of you.
even so, i'll choose not to have high expectations. aim hight, drop low, more painful huh?
the only person one can truly rely on is none other than God quote God himeself

JIT SUN =)

2008-06-15T05:57:00.000-07:00

through all the ups and downs...

all the weird and retarded moments

the times when you get me out of my misery

the times when you do absolutely nothing funny
but somehow manage to make me smile

the times when you're being a big brother

don't really care if you: are double my size
or the fact that you keep finger hitting me..
or making me upset sometimes

love you just the way you are

HAPPY SWEET 16 =)

CG oUTING!!!

2008-06-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

CG OUTING!!!

so all we did was..hang out =) and eat! it was suppose to be a korean bbq thing but actually
it's just normal bbq.*minor details. it was fun though =) cam whored A LOT!
~unfortunately, most of the pictures are with janice

there, random pics..

wonder where are the boys? basketball..*urgh

no idea what are we doing XD

conclusion: i have a signature smile

ok, tagges

2008-06-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. If you were to be an ice cream, which flavour would you be? chololate :D

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have? shape shifter..or whatever it's called

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most? england...

4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? to grow taller

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? of cuz =)

6.What are you afraid to lose the most now? buddies

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do? SHOP!

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? nope!unless he confesses first =)

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you. straight forward, loyal, trustworthy =) *tar,be happy i said dat =)

10. Which type of person do you hate the most? those lala gurls dat giggle non stop!OMG!

11. What is your ambition? interior designer =) haiz...sound so cool!

12. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet? depends who the people are

13. What do you think is the most important in your life? friends and family

14. Are you a shopaholic or not? highly doubt

15. What is the thing that you really want now? nothing

16. Why does it hurt when you punch someone? cuz, the same force applied...dunno some physics law XD

17.why are you doing this tag? for tarvinder

18. Do you always think of someone? Yup

19. Are u a virgin? duh! im 16!

20. how much do u miss that guy/girl u like/love? A LOT

taged:
no one

SUMMER SPLASH 2008

2008-06-07T07:45:00.000-07:00

some people thought this summer splash party was kinda over rated..well, yes and no. it really depends on the people you go with. i had fun with my people. loads and loads of fun =)
of course there were dull moments like lining up to enter with ass holes smoking in my face and lining up to use the shower just to find a sanitary pad awaiting at the corner of the cubicle!gosh! talk about considerate.. besides the bad stuff, there were good stuff! like janice was choosen to go up stage to hug ZORON hunky summer dude!!! hotie hot hot hotie! *too bad dat weird malay dude won.. playing in the water was fun too...bump into several surprise-to-see people. so overall everything was cool...

k now, introducing:
1.su yin aka janice
2.bryan chan
3.nixon
4.jeshu
5.timothy
6.new found friend: por lyn
*eunice couldn't make it..dance class i think

nixon with weird hair

that was how crowded it was..at the beginning..got worse
*see what nixon's holding?it's a janice's ITouch! and u expect me not to be jealous

after getting drench

jeshu is 1 head taller than me..and way skinnier!
and mind u, he n bryan tried tosting me in the water..so did not work XD

janice =)
i beat her in the 'water fight' or wateva its called...
never mind
o n she lost her flip flops..some dudet stole it..she was super piss

our bikini =)
love it?keep loving it XD u wun see it again anytime soon..
*sorry for the funny pose..lack of experience

bryan! new found friend from camp =)

aha!take 2 worked best =)

notice he's toples? i 'stole' his shirt XD [janice stole mine]

ooo mysterious

TYPICAL AWESOME CHURCHIES

*more pictures with janice and por lyn..shall update another day =)

HUGS

2008-06-06T05:56:00.001-07:00

ever been hug? DUH! plenty of times in fact.
i think hugs are one of the best motion ever! think about it..
when you're sad you want a comforting hug
when you're happy you want someone to share the happiness with a hug
when you're angry and just about to punch the bastard's head off, you want a hug
when you're trying to show affection to a certain party, you use a hug
when you're being cheeky and naughty, you give some random person a hug

in European countries, people go around with signs saying 'free hugs'. i wish Malaysia would have people doing that someday...

notice how people always look so so so happy when they are being hug?
*makes me happy to see people happy
i find it a way to connect with another.. =) people that do not enjoy hugs are sad cases..
i LOVE hugs and i think the rest of the world should too =)

SMILES ARE JUST A DISGUISE FOR THE GREAT PAIN UNSEEN

2008-06-02T20:17:00.000-07:00

i feel so tiny, i think the world had just ate me...
ever felt that way before? that's either low self esteem or depression.
hmm..none of that sound good to me.

im physically small in size, so feeling small would be the LAST thing i would ever want to feel.
but i guess you just have to stand up for yourself and be brave since you
can trust no one with nothing...
everything will just fall apart anyway, it's just the matter of time.
so fastened your sit belt and hold tight to your life for it'll be gone it just a flash

people that you think THE MOST TRUSTWORTHY turn out to be your greatest betrayers.
people that come to you for advice will never return that favor when you need it.
people that tell you 'everything is gona be okay' turn out to be the biggest liar ever.

gosh!

2008-05-31T06:59:00.002-07:00

im back from camp =) it was held in smk sri sempurna which i learn statued in Cheras. really glad to be back. im telling you the toilets are 10 times worst than smk taman sea's! so much for private school. but the food was wonderful! [for camp food] auntie molly, our cafeteria lady was so super generous! she fed us and stuff us with really big helpings.. no other cafeteria owners would ever do that. really really blessed to have her =)

overall, the camp was a great success. i think it really did work great as my 'get-away' camp. mind was super messed up when i went up there, i think i got my spiritual life straighten out now. =) before this camp, i didn't touch the bible for like 2-3 months! *minus-ing the sundays when it's compulsory to flip open your bibles. gosh! i never realized i was THAT lost until..now? XD

besides all those sessions, i met new friends! my church is a big big church. we have two services each sundays.im from the 1st service, which means i don't get to see people from the 2nd service. so, it is by camp that we are able to bond and get to know each other. unfortunately i don't have pictures with me thanks to my parents who decided to fly to Philippines to meet my sister, so i shall post the pictures up another day. anyway, i learn that 2nd service have really awesome people like bryan-muscle man XD and hans*he's korean =), joshua he is so so friendly, annabel and joey =), and that candice gang..o.O and pearly! and there is this guy, makarious *not sure how to spell =/..he kept bugging me bout jit sun..man! funny guy =) besides these 2nd service people, i caught up with my 1st service friends too.. there's this guy, david, he messaged me 'are you asleep' at 3a.m XD and it just so happened i wasn't asleep =)..got to know eunice and christine better..met june,we are room leaders=) o! and there is this guy, clament, he look like a mini jit yang! *picture will be post soon =) actually, i misjudge my churchies, they aren't stuck-ups, they are actually all pretty friendly =) especially jeremy foo, my 'boss', he just keep talking and talking..makes you feel very warm and wanted.wonderful guy. gloria, my cg leader was there too..she have this pig which she named MR OINKS =). o.O anabella,she's this talkative athlete...on the 2nd last night, we went to bed at like 2am. we were lying down in out sleeping bags talking..actually whispering.then she said something that tickled and both of us started giggling. then after awhile we stop, then started giggling again.then just as i was about to stop, she tried hushing me while laughing..sounded like 'sshhh..shhhhehehehehehhehahahahaha' gosh! that's when i burst out with a terbahak-bahak laughter.i know weird people.and germaine! omg! you won't believe how extremely adorable she can be..XD

lets talk about SABO, the 4 lettered horrifying word. yesterday, at 1am, mad people were running about with toothpaste and shaving cream in their hands or actually, make it all over their body. i was clean and dry and contented until this jakun ian smack me in the hair! yup! THE HAIR! gosh...then i got it from few others.. gosh! all on the head. wonderful people. too bad i was too lazy to take a bathe, just wash away the white stuff and slept. this morning my hair was so frizzy thanks to the toothpaste.it's actually quite funny..if you think about it, people running about with white stuff on their bodies trying to stick themselves to people that have even more white stuff on their body..lol..doesn't that just double the trouble? weirdos

right now, even all that excitement in camp, im feeling kinda down and emo but i know i'll make it through this whole chaos im facing back in pj.nothing much have changed back here, everything is still the same..same conflicts...but it's a new me, at least i would like to think so =)

MY SWEET 16!!!

2008-05-26T03:26:00.000-07:00

my SWEET 16
was not a big hoo-ha. but it's just the way i wanted to celebrate it. =) k, how do i start this blog? there's so much to blog about..kk family first.

mum=)

we went to SECRET RECIPE =) not my choice of restaurant though, siblings...love them, don't we? *sorry no pic, they aren't camwhore material.

pretty flip-flops!

note the skin tone!whoa..net ball!

o.O and in church =)

sampat churchies
ana,pei ern,muah,germaine,eunice,lisa =)

joash's phone..gorgeous!

and yesterday, i went to curve with the not-so-awesome-but-pretty-fantastic people =) these smart asses wanted to watch indiana jones..the most unrealistic movie ever! i mean aliens? you gota be kidding.. so the story was something about this archeologies/professor who went around doing silly stuff just to get these weirdo looking skull of a weirdo looking alien back to the weirdo looking alien's body. yea, i know, stupid show. thank god for the stunts or the movie would be a ruined.

after that, we went for dinner at TONY ROMA'S =) we had this really cool waiter whose name i do not know XD he predicted i'm gona say that line in pink. i mean he even left a message on our bill! how cool?! super cool!

anyway, i've been declared a FOOD VIRGIN by fantastic 4. lazy to list out everything we ate.. the guys are massive eaters! they just ate and ate and ate and only after they finish they announce they are full. i was full even after my 5th bite! maybe im just a small eater. probably the reason.the bill was FUYOH! but from a food virgin's point of view, worth it =)

random pictures:

yup!flash works best

wanna know what sun gave me? a RED TWO-DOORED VOLKSWAGON BEETLE mini model =) my dream car... =) look at it! so shiny and pretty! ah......*satisfaction =)

THANK YOOU!

so yeah =) oh, i would like to thank ying,bob,cherissa,THE FANTASTIC 4,sam(who wished me exactly 1 day late),yu jie,danielle,churchies,bk people and so on....

AWESOME!!!

MAY!!!

2008-05-26T03:01:00.002-07:00

even though i feel like blogging about yesturday straight, i have some other things to blog about first =) so,

yc camp 2008, themed 'living revolution' is gona be held TOMORROW!!! so much preparation was done kinda last minute. i was called i think 3days before 24th May to come to church for some briefing. so, i went..and this is what happened:

hottie hot hot!

2008-05-23T07:31:00.000-07:00

whoa! turning 16!
not that i see a big deal...we're Malaysians! what advantages do you get besides that fanciful name SWEET SIXTEEN =)
still, can't wait!!! just 2 more days!!! can't wait can't wait!
i don't really want to grow up actually but 16 sounds pretty awesome =) but gosh! i only have 2 years of high school to enjoy =/ gota use it to the fullest!!!

i feel like im floating on cloud 9 now =)
ah...my baby =)

2008-05-23T06:50:00.000-07:00

Here you go bollywood star =)

1.Cheated on Someone?: nope

2.Fallen off the bed?: nah, don't move that much

3.Broken someones heart?: partially..i think

4.Had your heart broken?: of course,that's the way life is...

5.Had your dream come true? : yup =) not sharing =)

6.Done something you regret? oh yeah...

Section two : Currently

1.Wearing? very very baggy shirt with shorts

2.Like anyone? uh-huh =)

3.Had Piercings? ears?

4.Drive?: kinda underage..

5.Ever smoked?: nope

6.Tattoos?: want a ladybug on my back but nah...not now

Section three : Last person you

1.Hugged?: jit sun =)

2.Kissed?: ....

3.IMed?:

4.Talked on the phone to? : church people..camp stuff

5.Yelled at? : annoying bro

Section Four : Personal

1.What do you/did you wanna do when you finish(ed) school?: college? holiday!

2.What has been the best day of your life?: the day when i finally had my dream come true...even though it didn't really happend the way i expected it to

3What comes first in life?: God

4.What are you most scared of?: depths of water..ocean..whoa..scary..
& loosing my love ones.

5.What do you ussually think of when you go to bed?: try to pray..but end up falling asleep. *yup feel guilty

6.Did you lose someone you really loved? had never experience that. really scared to.you know what? that would be added to no.4 =)

7.Love you family? of course

Section five : Favourite

1.Movie? currently...none. i know, sad

2.Song? jonas brothers-when you look me in the eyes =) so dreamy...

3.Ice cream flavour? CHOCOLATE!!! LOVE LOVE CHOCOLATE

4.Fruits? mango =)

5.Candy? Belgian chocolates =)

6.Day of the week? wednesday.reasons

7.Colour? white & pink =) black & red =) best combos ever

Section six : Do you

1.Like to give hugs? yuppie yup yup...cuddly

2Like to walk in the rain? when im in a bubbly mood, yup!

3.Prefer black or blue jeans? blue..black is so...dull.

4.Like to travel? haven't been doing much of that =/

5.Sleep on your side? prefer not to.

6.Have a goldfish? nope.don't fancy fishes with big brains

7.Ever have the falling dream? you do too? im not the only one! yipee!

8.Have stuffed animals? of course =)

Section seven : This or that

1.Pierced nose or tongue? nose..gross though

2.MTV or BET? MTV?

3.Sugar or Salt? sugar!~a spoon full of sugar makes the medicine go down...

4.Silver or gold? silver's prettier

5.Chocolates or flowers? want them all =)

6.Colour or black-and-white photos? colour?

7.M&Ms or Skittles? m&m =)

8.Stay up late or sleep in? stay up late, definitely

9.Hot or cold? cold...anything chilled

10.Ketchup or Mustard? never really fancied mustard

11.Spring or Fall? both!

12.Happy or Sad? happy =)

13.Wonder or Amazement? wonder....mysterious...

the world

2008-05-22T03:09:00.000-07:00

you know something?
people have different perspectives towards various topics.

so, lets say i think having a red car is awesome, some people might disagree with me and think otherwise.
therefore, maybe no one is ever wrong.
i mean, who is worthy enough to judge..(besides God)...
we are probably just following some principles that an ancient philosopher came up with.
for example, maybe picking your nose in public may not be a humiliating act after all. *shrunks.. who knows...

what a theory! gosh!

=(

2008-05-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

so the world really doesn't like me, does it?
i guess what I've got to do right now is not take things for granted and learn to stand on my feet.
that would be the only way i'll be able to pull through all these mess which i've no idea how i started.. gosh! chow ern...chow ern..what did you do? i really have to make up my mind between good and evil now huh.. tough luck.
never mind, it's okay, i'll make it through somehow.

sundays =)

2008-05-18T06:41:00.000-07:00

AWESOME SUNDAY! k maybe just better than any other.

as usual, sermon... we talk bout iron man! at least a lil' bout iron man =)

due to a certain spark of randomness....
starring: eunice, muah, pei ern..emo gurl

in bk class...this is NICHOLAS , single and available =P
*picture taken a month ago

JACKLYN..we were in the same kindergarten!
who knew! such a small world..

p.s: note the ugly pimples? those are a sign of pms =)
in curve, with ranee

my adorable adorable wallet!
ranee thinks it 'ladylike'
great! so i have to behave now

this gurl mistaken a going-down escalator with a going-up escalator 3 times!
must be that guy she was messaging XD

and now...im catching up with GOSSIP GIRL
~appreciation to JIT SUN! =)

jit sun, mathew, ranee, we REALLY REALLY need to go out sometime soon.

been frustrated

2008-05-16T05:53:00.000-07:00

have you ever met a guy who calls you names just to get your attention? maybe yes?in primary school! gosh! guys like that are so so annoying. lay off please...
never notice guys can be that childish until now. seriously! don't guys at the age of 16 do something sweet or try weird pick-up lines to get gurl's attention and not messing their hair or smacking them in the head? you guys out there, LISTEN TO ME CLOSELY do you know how long it takes to tie the perfect pony tail that does not look like a mango? do you know how many hair clips are used to hold every strand of hair in it's perfect condition? and mine you, the amount of sunsilk leave-on-hair conditioner used in just that simple hair style is unbelievingly alot. so if you treasure your lifes, HANDS OF THE PERFECT HAIR! fine, look at it in this context: wait, what are guys interested in again? ah! computers. ( don't mind my lack of knowledge, but i think computers work like that) so, you just accomplish some battle in some game and guess what? you earn 10,000 points (is that too little? anyway, assuming that's a big sum..) but the next thing you know your account got deleted. for no particular reason. frustrating? good, now we understand with each other =)

exams partially over

2008-05-14T00:10:00.000-07:00

today is the 14th May. im officially not studying anymore till....the next test =)
time flies when you have a 6hours date with bio and a total of 2hours sleep during the exams itself.
i really don't understand why we need a whole 2hours..and a half for our bio paper! or physics!
i finish it all in half an hour! and then nap until the time's up. i probably failed a couple of subjects, but it's ok. i didn't study extra hard or anywhere near hard. i just casually read through what i was suppose to =)

ah...the feel of freedom! won't last for long though. [i think i'm lagi scared of the results then the exam itself.] shall cherish this moment. hopefully i won't fail to the extend of emo-ing right through my birthday. that would be really really sad.

things i gotta straighten out
1. my social life
2. my love life *if i have one
3. my spiritual walk
4. my room!
5. my eating habits
6. my wardrobe! big time! gota go shopping =)
7. and so on

i am absolutely amazed by the amounts of 'me' 'myself' and 'i' (s) in my daily conversations or rather thoughts. have you ever counted how many times do you mention those three self centered words in a day? i had never. never will. probably up to a million.haiz..such a selfish world.

note to self: stop talking bout myself

everything is going upside down

2008-05-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

exams are so not the buzz of school. hate exams. despise going home early from school, sit down and open books that does not spell F-U-N! passing seems impossible what more AN A. oh well, i guess its a serve-me-right for not studying thing..
currently, im in a very low self esteem stage.not to self: got to build my self esteem up after exams.
i've miss out so much of the world for the pass few months..don't think the 2 weeks of may-june holidays are gona help much. oh well...
life sucks when u know you're gona die in about 60-70 years time. it just makes u wanna rush through everything there is in the world. it's a big world ya know so i think 80-90 years of life ain't enough.
nyway, shall blog after exams. till then, tata =)

moving on

2008-04-25T20:39:00.000-07:00

moving on...
what happened happened.
i'll wait, but not forever.
i won't hold u back,
just promise me you'll still be there.
it's time to take a break u might think. think again.
i had have enough of the world too.
take it or leave it.
i would leave it,
as soon as you do...

stopping while crossing a road?
thought of it.
kinda silly.
rather cut 25 deep cuts

you can't leave yet,
people need you.
i can.

what happened to my optimistic attitude?
gosh! God, i need help

another wonderful day

2008-04-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

with my eyes shut and ears stuffed. SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!

exams are only 2 weeks away! and i'm still chilling and not doing anything about it. that is what's wrong with me. i know my mistake but i'm too ignorant to do anything about it. i don't think i'm the only one who is going through this dilema. *thank God but i know a lot of people who had started studying, that know their stuff from cover to cover which makes me feel so stupid! why? why God? why such smart asses? i really really have to brush up on my studies. if only my dad would come back earlier... =( why God? why go bangkok now? haiyo......

s stands for sexy

2008-04-18T04:51:00.000-07:00

pictures i got from everywhere:

these debaters actually look really cool XD

*ouch

brother =) no1 lala pose?

lady bug obsession

lol...random pictures i got from all over the place. don't ya think my lil' bro is ADORABLE??! XD

whatever happened?

2008-04-16T07:42:00.001-07:00

one day everything is going perfectly fine,no worries and I'm happily floating on cloud9. the next day everything is upside down and i have fallen into a pit of disasters. next thing i know i am back up on my feet and awaiting the next challenge just in time to get kick down and stepped on. when i finally realize i've been knock down and struggle to get up, a sharp stone hits me on the head at the spot it hurts most...so the cycle continues. it amuses me how much mood changes pms brings. i despise the fact that menstrual cycles are a part of growing up. nyway, as much as i dislike my red 'best friend', i am glad i am a gurl and not a boy. i mean the thought of guys getting high easily really scares me. don't wanna know what it feels like to be a boy with a little brother. [forget i said that.] though i am curious bout how a guy's body works.
for example:
1. do guys like it when girls flirt with them? do they find it pure annoying or do they enjoy the attention?
2. considering the extra active hormones in a guy's body, in most cases, does a guy like a girl because of her personality or is it just pure hormones hyper?
3. after all that i've heard of, is it true that guys master bed every freaking day?!
4. do guys appreciate thoughtful presents? i mean considering the fact that guys
don't agree with the everything-must-be-pretty concept.
5. do guys think of weddings? not just the thought of marrying a hot wife but the whole process of getting married. from the proposal to the ceremony to the honey moon to the moving out to the having children...and so it goes on

don't bother answering my rather silly questions.
just speaking my mind..my doubts...

wanna know something?

2008-04-15T05:31:00.000-07:00

wanna know something??

I HAVE A PET SNAIL!!! =)
*though i think it's dying. it won't eat the vegie i feed it! so it's not my fault. choosy eater...

one fine day when i was washing my hands before grabbing a bite and going off to study, i spoted a creeping creature in the basin in my kitchen! and behold! a snail! a 3cm long snail! my simple mind couldn't take the simple fact that such small snails exist in the world! i was thinking 'gosh! what's that? is that a snail ?=/ hmm...but it has 4 antenna! i thoughts snails have 2?no? and it's SO small! baby snail?' BABY SNAIL!!! XD

im gonna let it out tomorrow. don't want it to die. it deserves a good life , a good social life =) probably it'll meet some handsome snail dude and fall in love and have a happy family of hmm.. 10 members? wait. snails do lay many many eggs right? is 8 too little? never mind. shows how little i know about snails =(

o! did i mention it's name is GARY? XD like the spongebob snail that says 'meow' XD

so much to update!

2008-04-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

man...haven't been online for ages. anyway, so...my sis left. haven't hit me yet. nope no crying session in the air port. a glimpse of what happened. she left for Philippines to study piloting. so please, i said it once, don't ask me again. everybody that talks bout my sis would ask 'so where's she studying now?' and i would answer "Philippines" and they would go 'Philippines? study what?' and i would go "piloting" and they would give me the OMG! ARE YOU FOR REAL look (like i hadn't got enough of it) and i would give them a 'yea..'. it's the same routine.

she was flying to clarke field..somewhere...

my bro lost a slipper =)

ECC

2008-04-05T23:16:00.000-07:00

BOrN tO pArTy, FOrCed tO sTudy people (minus me)

ECC stands for ...something charity concert. i knew about it last week but it took me a week to get an 'ok' from my dad to go for it. the event wasn't bad but i expected more. chun-er music. maybe it wasn't the bands fault, just the muffled mics. ONE RED PAPER CLIP performed! love them. kay i was lying. love melvin! (who was hidden by the curtains) [it's ok melvin, we heard you]. the open dance floor was kinda like a mini clubbing session. too bad i wasn't filling up to it, so wasn't part of it. met jia wei and eshton. =) i think i bore lynne out XD and irritated jey but well at least they had fun.

*sorry lynne, our pic look funny.

i've been tagged

2008-04-02T07:01:00.000-07:00

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
wai-yan, she's so perfect!

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
i doubt my answer would make a differents.

3.If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the
3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
i'll bring rachel..she'll emo with me.
and sarah..she'll cheer us up
and hui ying..no reason =)

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
rome...like jumper...ahhhhhh! XD

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
aren't things like this suppose to be a
close your eyes...wish for something..blow the candle
kinda thing?
not telling =p

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
seen it.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
love ones and my memories.
memories are tera important

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
i'll save half, spend quarter on myself and the rest on people
feel so generous!

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
perhaps *winks

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
rachel is talkative, fun and adorable =)
is that good enough? do i need to elaborate?

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
hmm...lets talk bout future hubby..not boyfren..hubby.
love me,love God

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
someone that tries to be someone he/she isn't
oh..i cannot stand these form1 guys that dress as if
they are on a runway and try doing everything they think
'cook' gosh! have something really big against them

13. What is your ambition?
want to be a interior designer! but no talent..so i shall stick to being
a loving mum and wife XD no, im serious

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
tell me of course! who came up with this question?

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
in my parent's eyes,absolutely.
in my peer's eyes,so not.
i'll go with 'so not'

16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
talkative

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
hmm...the part where i get jealous easily, i think?
actually, im pretty satisfied with myself

18. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard?
ooo! iwas talking to a friend bout a friend and i turn around to
see the topic of our conversation a meter away from us! whoa...
horrifying

19. what's on your mind right now
stupid exams..stupid pbsm work...very wonderful cf gardern..
people...

20. Where is your favorite emo spot?
girl's toilet block A, 2nd changing cubicle

i'll tag
~cherissa~
~tarvinder~

mangga!

2008-04-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

NEW RESOLUTION

i'm gonna draw! mangas! really really random thought. i doubt this particular resolution is gonna succeed but it's worth a shot. so it seems there are a few kind of manga characters. like the wild or the perky or the emo or the solemn kind...
basic steps.*seem so hard already!

i always wondered why people like drawing mangas. well, still wondering. but if i do accomplish this seem-to-be impossible mission then i'll know why. By the way, i just remembered that my dad bought like HOW TO DRAW MANGA book 1,2,3,4,6 and some special something.if imnot mistaken, he bought it like 3 years ago! (just in case you care, i just broke a glass from my dad's shelf. he is SOo gonna kill me. shucks. and this tiny little pieces hurt like mad!)
anyway, yup! so im gonna learn to draw! like really detailed manga. dun like plain looking mangas. wanna do something like final fantasy =)
dun worry i won't be all glued to anime or anything that goes with it, i just want to draw manga =)

eyes closed, ears stuffed. SCREAM OUT LOUD

2008-03-31T08:41:00.000-07:00

i never realize how limited my time was until i realize its 12.25 right now! which means i have been working for 2 and a half hours! which also mean i am another 2 hours short of sleep. which mean i'll probably be sleeping in class for 4 periods which will lead to lots of complaints from teachers. and probably a lot of 'u ok?' or 'pig ah?' or 'wakie wakie!'... never mind... my point is i really should stop doing my proposals on the due date itself. stop working my body to the max and stop being so irresponsible. hmmm...big change

MY CRAZY WEEK

2008-03-28T04:53:00.000-07:00

i had an absolutely, amazingly crazy week and the best part of it is my week haven't ended yet! there's always something to do, somewhere to go, somebody to hunt down, in other words, HECTIC-nya! the most amazing thing that happened was THE RESCUE OF THE STUPID DOG.

Last Tuesday, when JIT SUN and i were walking home after school, JIT SUN spotted this not adorable mongrel in the drain! the drain was pretty deep. how in the world did the dog end up in there, i have no idea. probably fell or just plain dumb dog. anyway, people with a heart for animals just can't live them in a drain to die, can day?
so JIT SUN thought "you know what? i should save this dog"
while i was thinking "oh no...he is going to save the stupid dog"
and just like what i predicted, JIT SUN went around the drain attempting to find an exit to that drain but there ain't any. So Plan B, JIT SUN went down the drain and coax the dog to follow him. and after a period of hesitation, JIT SUN lifted/carried that stupid dog out of the drain! Yey! a soul saved awaiting death ahead. XD anyway, JIT SUN was super filthy with what i assume mud and fleas (he denies the FACT that there must be some fleas on that mammal's body)
never mind that.
My point is JIT SUN'S A HERO!!! XD
i mean he saved a stray dog which (im pretty sure) really really stupid from death in a deep drain which doesn't have an exit ALL BY HIMSELF! *applause =)

well, that was the most interesting incident that happened this week. brushing that topic aside, i learn something very very important : Don't keep in any big problems.

yesterday, i was talking to this close friend of mine and she mentioned about certain events that happened recently which hurt a few people. And the main cause of the whole conflict was because of a dirty open secret. if you have a problem and you don't spill it out, it's just gona add to your pile of worries and you two would continue to avoid each other or have awkward conversations. while on the other hand, if you do talk things out, there are three possible outcome.
1. both parties get angry and never speak to each other again
2. one party gets angry and avoids the other for a period of time
3. situation solved!
sounds better? uhuh. =)

you know what i hate most about being in a committee? working with the commanders. my commander is probably reading this now so i shall keep it simple =)
like every other committee, my committee is another last minute committee. so everything is done on the due date itself. so when i finally finish my proposals which my commander corrected over and over, he still somehow finds fault in them! how frustrating can that get? therefore, sorry fellow committee if i upset anyone.

i really should not open my big fat mouth until the postmortem. so that's all for now.

SUNDAYS =)

2008-03-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

the retarded gurl with the hot cup is eunice =)
she don't look that retarded usually...extra hyper that night.
o you wanna know something really interesting?
really really interesting?
3 of us are mono height
=)

see that blur face? that's JOASH! he is one of the blur-est guy around. and he mumbles a lot..not that i dont, but he does it too =) but thanks to him i learn a lot today. i know i'm really really outdated with the media stuffs... there are reasons why i have him and sun and mudew..XD i never knew there were THAT many animes around until he intro them one by one to me. o and did you know that there is this whole series of Batman? i didn't. i feel so NOOB!

see that not very gorgeous young lady? that's my sis... she's leaving next month! she's ditching me for the planes and jets. =( she went shopping a few days back. did you know oreef's surfing pants are like 20-30 bucks only!!! and she didnt get it for me =( you know i just realize there ain't no advantages to her leaving.. after she leaves, im gona share my room with my younger sis. and if she isn't around, i can't make her drive me around (secretly). and if she's not around, im next in line to do everything an eldest child does. =( haiz...AHHHHHHH so unfortunate.

hand ball

2008-03-17T07:43:00.000-07:00

Hand ball is one of the most difficult game. my point of view. ;) i mean there are so many foot work crap u kinda concentrate too much on it and forget about the aiming and stuff like that. guess what? our hand ball team had only went through ONE miserable, embarrassing practice and we're off for mssd tomorrow. sound ridiculous? oh yes. brushing the embarrassment aside, i think it'll be really fun =)
wish us all the best

life goes on

2008-03-14T06:44:00.000-07:00

so. cf camp went pass too. cf camp wasn't what i expected. actually, nothing close t0 what i expected. things that i prayed for, few were answered. but i know God has plans for everyone so i shall be a patient daughter and wait for my turn. the preparation for camp was so last minute. had to run about... make calls and more calls. but well, at least lots of people enjoyed. so im satisfied =) i got to know a few people better : hui ying, ranee, sun, melvin, andrew paul, neil, nicholas... And you know what? im so boycotting altar calls. Im so disgusted by the same routine whereby people go out front just because of their fellow peers. people look at altar calls so lightly! oh well... who am i to judge these people. please, i don't mean to offend anybody, it's just my point of view. to my dear camp committees: even though there were so many obstacles you guys did a great job. keep it up. =)

days past by...

2008-03-14T06:20:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAWNA!!!

2008-03-09T06:55:00.000-07:00

SHAWNA'S BIRTHDAY!!!

FANTASTIC 4

2008-03-07T05:15:00.000-08:00

FANTASTIC 4!

VERY THE AWESOME PEOPLE!

i have no idea how i came up with THE name but don't blame me... FANTASTIC 4 sounds good. right?

we always look weird..haiz...

the thing- sunzo!!!

mr.fantastic-mathew (pronounce as MUDEW)!!!

human torch- ernie!!!

the invisible women-ranee!!!

how cool do we look
;)

FANTASTIC FOUR =)

tennis

2008-03-04T03:27:00.000-08:00

TENNIS!!!

without proper practice, due to lack of experience, playing against good players...we lost. but it's ok. we played well.

the amount of thing 4 ladies could bring
for swimming and tennis.
amazing! gosh! yeah!

HUI YING's sweet 16

2008-03-01T03:17:00.000-08:00

so, it was ying's birthday. i mean it was YING'S BIRTHDAY!!! wooHOO!
it's really cool to have your birthday on the 29th of February. really special. your parents pay loads of attention on your birthday. you get to throw a party in the evening and another at night! how awesome! and it's a real honor to be invited for both parties! yeah man...

miss hui ying <3

bollywood celebrity
rachel bachel =) oh wait
rachel archuleta XD

mansi kepansi

fantastic 4 - 1 = 3
( ranee m.i.a)
major posers accompanied by calafes *dunno how to spell

=)the syok sendiri-ies

the ladies =)
[im one of them! yippee!]

my view of teck yan

shawna darling <3

jeyanthi

jack

mathew =)

brown + black + yellow

what are you looking at?

sheepish smile

first step...

second stepfinally!

coca cola boy in action
*perfect

sarah!!!

riyalim not tip-toe-ing. i feel like a hobbit some people were amused by staticthat's james
a.k.a ying's friend
lol...inside joke
awesome 6 + 1
=)regardless of how tired she was, she's still smiling!
amazing!

i concluded that:
1. i smile funny and very mono.
2. Sarah is so so photogenic!
3. awesome 6 + fantastic 4 = perfect 10! how amusing!
4. Ying is always energetic!
5. i really really need to grow taller
6. posing is a skill. so is cam whoring
7. belts are really really important XD
8. Ying has lots of relatives! like A LOT!
9. my blog isn't complete without Ranee =(
10. i am so syok sendiri

YOU are 4!!!

2008-02-28T07:27:00.000-08:00

HAppy SWeeT 16!!!

through
*all the emoness
*all the hypernes
*all the jakun-ish moments
*all the stoning moments
*all the tension moments
.........

LOVE YOU LOADS <3

CHURCH-IES!

2008-02-27T04:29:00.000-08:00

hey homo sapiences!

even though im not very close to my churchies doesn't mean i don't care bout u guys k...

so one sunday morning, i felt this mega urge to blog. so..what should i blog about? hmmm.. church? yeah i should. so here goes.

usually, for church go-ers, their church friends are their closes friends. but in mycase... it had never been easy to keep (fully) in touch with them cause they live far far away from me. how sad... i really admire people like hui ying or sarah whose churchies are always close by them. it's like they are her priorities. it's really cool to have the company of churchies, one main reason, they are really really really fun people. =) they are always so happy and screamy it makes you perky too. really awesome.

starring *ernie and nixon
he is so unphotogenic

eunice!!!

part of my cg
yeah, gloria'smy leader! yeah man! rocking year ahead!

lisa=) our artist

2008-02-24T06:37:00.001-08:00

we might not have won but we certainly didn't loose =)

0ur cheer was like " Taman SEA HOT TO GO! H-O-T-T-O-G-O!!!" and then there would be like " wooooo...." or "yeah man..." or "screams..."

this whole MSSD wait...half MSSD thing was an awesome experience. i mean you don't get to laugh, to scream, to tear, get yelled at, get complimented, to compliment, to sleep, to camp whore, to jump like you're you had never had before, to run like the wind, to try to catch your breathe in half a half minute which is 15seconds, to watch others tear, to feel disappointed...*you get my point in just that 6 hours! It's like a thousand emotions compacted in just that 360 minutes! pretty cool right? *winks

okay, so what happened was our juniors did well and we did well too but due to certain unforeseen circumstances we couldn't proceed to the next level. Score's not important. let's just say, we didn't win. at least we work hard. loads of apologizes to ying for my many bad passes, sheng li for in that sense giving up, to suk ting for disappointing you..... really sorry.

anyway, wanna know what happened during MSSD?
1. there was this gurl, every time her school scores a goal, she'll jump up and start cheering like "h-o-t baby you're hot!" funny to watch.
2. jan yi was checking out some gurl...lol...
3. we made glucose =)
4. we ate sandwiches =)
5. we gain more calories than we lost

most photos taken by -HUI YING-

mood swings

2008-02-15T04:58:00.000-08:00

Mood swings are THE MOST disturbing thing ever!
1 second you're happy with smiles all over, a second later you feel so sad, even dying would be better.
right now im experiencing it again. yey.
what is wrong with my 'B-y' world?! why wouldn't it spin around like it should! why in the freaking world is my gums hurting?! OMG!
i HATE feeling emo! i HHHHHHHAAAAAAATTTTTTTEEEEEEE...DESPISE it!
o eeemmmm geee!!!

HAIz............

2008-02-12T04:47:00.000-08:00

i really don't understand bloggers that blog everyday. How do you people find time to blog so often? i mean you wake up in the morning, dreading to go to school but somehow fine yourself stuck in the school compound for 6 hours. When the last bell of the day finally ring you realize you have to stay back for something or another. And halfway through the boring meeting, something hits you and you remembered you have tuition in just half and hour and OH SHUCKS! you haven't completed your work which was due a week ago! Half panicking, you excuse yourself and hurry home. By the time you reach home it's already time to go for tuition! Somehow or another you reach on time! HALLELUJAH! And right before the first word comes out of the teacher's mouth, your stomach gives a loud roar, turning heads stare at you suspiciously and giggles came along with it. great....you forgotten lunch! one of the most important meal of the day! how could you?! After tuition, your dad picks you up and tells you you have a tennis lesson! He passes you some food casually. And you go... "you mean tennis is...like NOW?" and he goes "mmhmmm" fine. So at 9 you finally reach home. You take a bath and got down to your homework. Suddenly, your mum comes in *without knocking and started interrogating you. She thinks you have a BOYFRIEND! and wants you to spill the beans. mental thought: not again....... so you start by saying: " mum, he is not my boyfriend! i am single!" and she goes on and on that thank goodness you don't have one and how you should put your studies first and how you are too young to have one.... well, the thing is I AM SINGLE! why is she saying all these?! Finally mum gets out of the room, leaving you in peace...not for too long. Gosh! 'the talk' took an hour! which means you have only an hour and a half to complete your school work. So hurriedly you got it done. yey! then you wash up you reply your long waiting smses and snuggle into bed. 5 minutes later, your sister comes in and go " should i get jeremy a present too?" wonderful! just wonderful! so you say sleepily "yeah...valentines day is a 2 way thing..." shoot! wrong anwswer... "so what should i get him?" and you say "i don't know..." she shakes you, getting really annoyed, you sit up and go "bake him something?" and she says "but i did that before...maybe i should make him something..." *lying back "yeah i should" she leaves to room! THANK YOU! wow...what a day. And guess what? That is just a guide line of my everyday routine. =)

HAPPY CNY!

2008-02-09T06:17:00.000-08:00

usually my chinese new year routines are really really boring. we watch tv all day long! well this year.... was better. could have been worst. met my singapore long-time-no-see cousin. yeah man!

even my 8 year old cousin plays dota..

my cutest cutest cousin ever!

sing dude

look like mangga right?

lala...lala...

cute?

the process

catching up...

i have no idea what's that

grandma! she cooks the best meals =)

so cute right? >.<

o this is my one of a kind cousin.

my bro: loser! all girls are loosers...
she says: but boys are worst. they are sore loosers!

shocking! she's 9!

i feel lady bugs!!!

2008-02-01T19:31:00.000-08:00

i love love love ladybugs! they are the cutest and prettiest insects ever! i mean butterflies are pretty too, but they are so common. they are everywhere. while ladybugs. =) so cute! so cute! if i was given a choice to be a butterfly or a ladybug, i would choose ladybug!!! lol. ladybugs are just so lady like. like those rich and famous, prim and proper, all elegant...like queen elizabeth!

hmmm...wonder what i would be like in the future...
workaholic? a wife? a mother? easy going charity lady?
i think i would go with a mother of 2 or 3, maybe a pair of twins? yeah that sounds nice. lol. working as a pharmacies. living in a condo. driving a red volkswagen. yeah man! lol. having a loving and caring not too good looking but not bad looking, tall and child loving husband. yeah... and of cause with a stable salary.... i don't think i want to be a shop-all-day-long lady. that's so mono life. but shopping is a must must. maybe once a month? my family shall be my priority. oh oh i want to be a sewing and cooking and baking mother. yeah man.... and i think i shall encourage my children to play sports and watch cartoons and play the piano, drums, violin and take up ballet lessons..if guy take up takewando ....basically experience everything a child should. lol. im 16! what am i thinking!

wanna be?

2008-01-23T00:15:00.000-08:00

i decided that I'm extraordinary! absolutely special XD
*syok sendiri?

school had been really really taxing!
koko..tuitions....whoa! my life is amazing!
i like being busy, it keeps my sane.
=)
i finally got my new phone..pmr results....see the connection? =)

oh....you wanna know what i did today?
right after school, jalan kaki back home...bathe, change...go lrt station...took a cab with sun all the way to taylors. after a sesat 15mins drive, we finally reach! woohooo.... so we entered the office and the boring session started. we were suppose to tear coupons! wow...so fun.... it was ok at the beginning part but as it went on...lol...
oh there was this guy, joshua from usj8. he had this habit of cutting himself while listening to 'Egyptian' songs. ridiculous? it was quite funny actually... after 2 hours in there, we went makaning..... we drank this super the besar kiwi + green apple drink by the name of 'SWEET SIXTEEN!' =) bloated stomachs.... oh we were watching tennis while drinking that gigantic drink =) fun.

unfortunately that's all over and i'm stuck with my tennis club minit. oh well......

why am i such a emo freak?!

2008-01-12T20:42:00.000-08:00

*i think that gurl is taller than that guy...........
gosh! im weird

i hate it...emotions...
i was all happy this morning and now im like the mega-est emo human alive! im not pms-ing. that's over already. omg...frustrated much! EMOTIONS and HORMONES are my most hated objects..things..wateva u call it... i had never been this emo before...

year 2007

2008-01-08T05:05:00.000-08:00

randomn..in church

pmr season

leo caroling

yc camp!!! luv u guys banyak-banyak!

my burfday =)

may wen's bbq

my pms-y netball mssd

lynne's birthday

genting!!!

christmas season

cg outing number 2 ..lol

cf camp!!! berbonding session

gurls night out..cheers!

high tea..prefects

ying's birthday..during the preparation

summing up year 2007...since everyone is doing it. =)
now..moving on.

im feeling rainbows and daisies!

2008-01-05T19:31:00.001-08:00

i feel so happy! i dont know why... maybe it's just part of my pms-ing period. but...i dont know.. im just so happy. lalalalalalala........!

retardness in action XD

o o...show u guys something

emo guy: for sun XD

penguiny:mathew =D

square kitty: fern fern =)

piglet:danielle

and i made a few more for ying and eunice! but no pic hehehe....

MY MELAKA TRIP...sien...much

2008-01-05T19:02:00.000-08:00

i went to melaka one day before our PMR results came out =( dad's idea.

siblings....

we were suppose to look strong and all...but..blame it on my uncamhore siblings

my youngest brother! adorable? =)

go melaka must take picture at the A'Famosa

some stone carving thingy at St.Paul's church

rice balls!!! cool huh..

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

2008-01-02T23:12:00.000-08:00

woke up at 6!
ate breakfast, wash up, bathe, dress....
still feeling yawny, woke my dad up...dad was really enthusiastic...!
when i reach school...the first person i met was....wee han! my gosh! he is so much cuter than he was!!! lol... after duty, we got into our classes. i was praying for 4C but i got 4BR. fine. i'll live with it. then, in class.... like every other year... i wasn't very happy with my sit. complaint cried a bit. shed a tear. then decided that.....whatever! got a few friends upset on the first day wasn't part of my new year resolution. so........yeah.
NEXT YEAR'S NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
-get somebody to book a place for me in class.
anyways...everything went fine. quite boring though..... but i guess better than many other classes =)

Year 2008

2007-12-30T22:21:00.000-08:00

this year flew pass quicker than i expected it to. it's a good thing. i wander how would next year be. im turning 16!!! yeah man! truthfully, im REALLY REALLY afraid of next year. in terms of studies, koko, social, youth.....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! feel so emo......... must be pms-ing. gosh! i didnt realize im that scared of next year..until now. man... being a teenager is NOT easy!

PMR!!!!

2007-12-27T02:29:00.000-08:00

i was in Melaka when the whole hugging and crying session took place...
how unfortunate..
at like 12.05, jit sun called..he was all "i know your results already...im having it already...so hard to get it..." finally he told me "7A 1C...chines" i was like...'hehehe.....
i really wasn't expecting 7A's. i thought i would get like 5 or 6... but 7! whoa...

it really wasn't by my strength lah..it's God's credit..
sound so spiritual XD..but yea..
i mean during sejarah paper my nose bleed like crap! the pengawas were so worried.. but i didnt ask for extra time, so i didnt get it. but i manage to finish my paper on time and check through briefly. then, last month when i check online for the answers, i got like 42 over 60! 3 more questions to get an A!!!! super piss... my sincere advice: trust your first instincts... NEVER change your answers! really..

CHRISTMAS!!!.....

2007-12-25T05:58:00.000-08:00

even though it was christmas and all that, my day was pretty boring....
why? hmmm...not very sure why
i went to church at like 7.30! and then waited until 8 for the service to start.....

they were like ' sound track, sound track, sound track 1..2...3..'

and then finally we started....christmas carols and yea...somemore christmas carols...
the presentations (choir) was good but unfortunately i fell asleep... XD
i mean they sang so many songs and the cushion was so comfortable it just felt like a lalabuy...
=p

met nixon after the service.....
*did i mention the muffins me church served was really really good?
yea...it was

and that's phebe lim! childhood friend =)

it's christmas eve....

2007-12-24T03:55:00.000-08:00

i LOOVVVEEE x'mas eve!!!
why?..well...
1. there's homemake turkey
2. there's pizza =)
3. i can *finally open my presents
4. when the clock strikes 12..it will be the mega sms-ing moment
5. got cantik fire cracker

haha.... but then again...my familly have this tradition of singing christmas before opening the presents..well that's..kinda annoying. suspense!

I DON"T WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!! christmas kinda remind me of school reopening.... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...................
oh gosh! have to wake up at 6! sleep at 11! man....that's terrible!

anyways, to whoever that's reading my blog : "MERRY CHRISTMAS!"

L-E-O is good for me...

2007-12-22T04:45:00.000-08:00

leo had been really busy...camp...bazaars...carolling...
pheeew......
pretty cool actually....joining stuff like these....meeting people....hahaha
anyways, really glad i didnt turn pei shan down when she asked me to join the carolling.

YC CAMP 2007

2007-12-22T04:03:00.000-08:00

its amazing how many friends you can make in just 4 days!
my church, FGA had its first ever YC high school camp! woohoo!!
it was super super super fun k....
o..o... and the last night was a BLAST!!!
everyone was totally koo-koo.. =)

yeah'thirsty?' was our camp theme..pretty cool huh?

im back!!!

2007-12-07T05:55:00.001-08:00

long time no blog liao...
so sorry...
i decided to start blogging again...
YEY!!!
link me....pretty pls.
do leave a comments!!!....
=)

luved much